Being in this life...

I am not sure why I am writing this down now. Sometimes, it might be that, I feel myself relieved. Kindof, sharing your problems might ease you up.

Life, It's difficult to understand sometimes. I want to do good. Everywhere, anytime, with everyone. I don't know what prevents me from it. I try, I fail. Or, I feel like I am made to fail.

Things are not going as I want them to go. I am looking for a change. I have started working for it. I will get it soon. Of that, I am sure. Humans, we are. We need change. What is life without change?

Ah, reading this, don't you dare think that this is about a girl. No, it isn't. It is just that things aren't that easy going during this time. Seems like the stars are not aligned as they need to be :). So, I am just waiting for that change. For, it is HE who decides what to put where. I'm leaving all to him.

I just pray, lead me in the right way.